They said to me, just wait and see.
And truth is the hardest thing about accepting death is knowing it effects others so deeply. More than you imagine and definitely more than you ever thought it could.
Death is the beginning of the next great experience, and should always be a blessing. But arriving naturally is the question left behind.
There is a chain of events to happen for even the smallest of accidents. So we must remember that as much as we seek control, utilize our free will, and give ourselves permission to accept responsibility; There is a greater hand than ours.
The grief you have yearns for me to hold you. I never wished sorrow unto you. Mourn for a moment, but let the thankfulness of who we are linger longer. Much longer.
Don't blame, and certainly...
Don't find yourself in doubt.
It was my time. I fought, and even though I didn't with life, I did win the fight. Now you must live life knowing I am in your heart. I am in your life. I have to leave for awhile.
Don't be sad, for my life was blest and you see I did my best. Now you do your best and one day you too will be at rest with me.
Until then, Smile when you remember me, fight the urge to cry, and know You are the reason why I am extremely blest.